christmas in KL!

OMGOSH! celebrating christmas in kl is simply awesome! and crazy! omgosh. there were people spraying those snowy2 stuff like EVERYWHERE. omgosh. ahha. but you know wat? it was simply... AWESOME! haha. i swear. it was superly chaotic. super fun. okay. omygod its 3 and im not asleep yet.

okok. ciao~

i'll miss every single one of you.

awwww mann. after all the intensive trainings for child aid and now its the last day of it! im gonna miss Ikhwal, Chrystal, Cheryl, Ayla and Kevin! we are all gonna go in separate ways after today. ayla and kevin back to jakarta, and ikhwal, cheryl and chrystal back to m'sia by tomorrow. awww mann. damn it lah. and omg shit. i think i fell for someone again. shit lah i've got to stay way from him onfg. this is bull shit aisyah!

Where Are You Now?

To my favorite teacher
Who told me never give up
To my 5th grade crush
Who I thought I really loved
To the girls I missed
And the guys we kissed
Where are you now?

To my ex-best friends
Don´t know how we grew apart
To my favorite band
And sing-alongs in my car
To the face I see
In my memories
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I´m thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn´t for you
I would never be who I am

To my first boyfriend
I thought for sure was the one
To my last boyfriend
Sorry that I screwed it up
To the ones I loved
But didn't show it enough
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how,
how to live like I do
If it wasnt for you
I would never be who I am.

And I'll never see those days again
And things will never be that way again
But thats just how it goes,
People change,
But I know
I wont forget you

To the ones who cared
And who were there from the start
To the love that left
and took a piece of my heart
To the few who´d swear
I´d never go anywhere
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I´m thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn´t for you
I would never be who I am

If it wasn´t for you
I would never be who I am
If it wasn´t for you
I´d be nothing
Where are you now?

go check this out:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8UqlZdqONvY

idontcare.

i dont care about him anymore okay? mission accomplished guys. you guys happy now? you guys are really SELFISH LOW LAND LOSERSS who only care about yourselves. please largh. i am relly not your business. now tt i dont care about him anymore, you said tt you regret telling me not like him! hes cool! fuck you largh! isnt tt the point tt im trying to point out for weeks? what world do you livein freeakkkooss! im really annoyed and irritated rite now. fuck.

no words can discribe how i feel right now.

im just so madd at everyone and i dont know why. im just going crazy and i cant control my anger like i used to. i just have enough of this shit and i just cant put up with it any longer. motherfuckers.
i just need someone to talk to and get it all out. where are your friends when you need them the most? and you call yourselves friends? you know what? just fuck off largh. okay! fuck you, fuck you, fuck you. and im referring to you! yesh you amelia.

can you guys be even more irritating!

omg largh guys can you please stop being irritating and annoying. please largh. dont try to change how i feel about him largh. it doesnt work. its just making our friendship more and more distant.

so please, i know how i feel about him, you don't have tochange anything or even care about it largh. omg largh. i know hes a jerk, i mean so wat?all guys ARE jerks.are you gonna tell me tt his a geek? i already know tt. a FATASS DOUCHE BAG i already know! so shut the fuck up!

My good friend vicky.

OMG. watch this vid. damn funny. its some vid that i my bro showed me like early this year. omg. damn funny. its a must watch!

p.s you asshole. damn it mann. but you know what? im not giving up.

facebook!

omg. omg. omg. i can barely write what happened. and i dont want to. okay, dumb ass. i don have anything to write. im only fulfilling my promise to write again soon. and so i did. see? okay. fuck




p.s will you ever ever realise that i like you?